my ten year old mind
sat quiet and still
the preacher-mans words
indicated gods will
the questions kept coming though
couldnt quite understand
all the phrases that flowed
from the mouth of this man
my grace is enough
i heard the lord say
but my heart wasnt ready
to ask the lord on that day
so i shoved out the thought
that i needed a god
id find my own way
i said with a nod
by the time i hit thirty
id matured quite some bit
id found the girl of my dreams
and built a car from a kit
i had friends that would laugh
at whatever i said
and the drugs id discovered
messed with my head
but my grace is enough
the lord said again
but i drowned out his voice
with my newly found friend
how could a god
whos righteous and pure
love me enough
to send his son as a cure
so booze was my comfort
it became first in my life
til id lost all my friends
my job and my wife
fifty came much too early
my eyesight now dimming
the hearing was going
gravity winning
looking back was a blur
of failures and what-if's
alimony and counseling
were my life's gifts
so you can see my surprise
when his voice came once more
asking and pleading
knocking on my hearts door
my grace is enough
wont you please let me in
your life is a mess
but its mercy im giving
my cold soul finally melted
i asked him into my heart
he had never given up
though hed known from the start
what a struggle id live
and the pain id endure
it could have been easier
of this i am sure
but the life i now live
is filled with joy that i share
he gave a new wife
and my life he repaired
from hells doorstep to heavens
he changed me like that
though id used up eight lives
there was one left in this cat
and thats what i trusted
to be filled with his love
because no matter how bad
his grace was enough
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